it's not like i'll ever have a normal life.

apperently, the reason my computer is so damn loud is because i need to dust it. who would have thought?

I've had a sudden burst of motivation lately. I'm blood thirsty for opportunity and i'm not gonna stop until i get what i want. i think that my problem is and always has been that i've tried to think like the general population. I'm not like them, and i don't want to do things like regular people. either way, i'm going to be making some very difficult decisions in the near future which i am both nervous and excited for. most of the time in my experience, those two feelings go hand in hand. it's so cool to think how much my life is always changing. i'm not sure, do i like how much change i undergo?

i applied for a job to be a camp counselor for kids with disabilities at a summer camp today. how much fun would it be to hang out outside all day and be with kids with challenges. i think i'm patient enough. i just want to do things that are different. i want to spread myself in every direction i possibly can. it's not like i'll ever have a normal life.

School starts on monday. it'll be a pretty crazy semester i think, but i am going to stay focused, and ORGANIZED!